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Tomorrow Smiles

Posted: March 3, 2016 in Uncategorized

Sweet fragrance
Filled world

This miss
Appeared everywhere

Sun blazing
Voices Screaming

Setting rays
Clouds shaped

Captivated felt
Freedom ignored

Eyes locked
Smiles halfed

Willing intentions
Heart warns

Blinked she
Swimmed Dreams

Eloped conversations
Tomorrow Smiles

Us and Two

Posted: October 17, 2015 in Uncategorized

Somebody I met
Thunder in sky
Hearts in rhyme

Her in light
Window be bright
Breaths in tandem

Mind be she
Day in eyes
Hands in twined

We when Us
Pain they hold
Us and Two

Fourteen butterflies…

Posted: February 3, 2015 in Uncategorized

2014 the most wonderfully happiest days of my life, offcourse i write every year about the year that was but it always starts and ends with my birthday in October (maybe you missed wishing me on FB).
I got a call on my birthday just past the hour of my actual birth time and sweet butterflies took flight, the year that was started with me and my daughter in kamshet, post that met someone who opened me up, sealed me tight back and printed happiness forever, tagged me and sent me off.
So the whole year revolved round this beautiful country of mine India and a short visit finally across the great oceans. Yes i was to see india completely before i go west but trust me the sunrises and sunsets i have seen in 2014 were never even dreamt by me, entire concept of happiness took a whole new defination.
I saw Mahadev just a few hundred feet away… In a small craft Yes… With butterflies in flight right next to me.
Sunrise over golden clouds and moonlight lit shimmering ocean…
Conversations on a small island of sand on the ganges almost on the other side of the world…
Even my own god befriended these butterflies in flight…
Surprisingly i lived through…
Nothing more seems worth mentioning in this year…
But one of the only things i ever said would like to do, and have started a Bar in the city i fell in love with as a teenager… POONA. Makes me think fuck the guy above, if i have been true the butterflies one day will fly again.

A decade of joy…

Posted: November 11, 2014 in Uncategorized

My daughter completes 9 as soon as the date changes to 12…
A decade of joy…

Bright has been life
Enlightened by you
God to my prayers
Heaven in your hugs
Happiness is that smile
My sweetiepie
Decade of happiness
Unexplainable joy
Effortlessly beautiful is life…..
Reasons to my existence…

Worst part of my life.

Posted: October 26, 2014 in Uncategorized

Cause i felt love
Me and your existence
Phase you may have…
Me and i
Plain simple suffering
Worst part of my life

Cause i saw love
Touched it even
Hugs are soulful
Promised it even…
Idiot i became
Worst part of my life

Cause i dreamt
Thought it
Wished for it
Idoit i may say
Worst part of my life…..


Posted: September 25, 2014 in Uncategorized

In order to be at peace one needs to first acknowledge the chaos in our heads of thoughts and wishes and wants etc…

Once we accept that all of this is going on in our head or to say correctly in our brain and it’s conscious and sub-conscious parts do we really find firstly that… we are a little mad or to say we all have some elements of madness floating inbetween the conscious and sub-conscious…

Basically we are all mad and all that goes on in our head can possibly be termed madness…

Once we have accepted that madness can we truly attain peace…

In order to attain peace or the term nirvana we have to accept the madness or one could say Forget whats reality and whats not real….accept that everything is False.
Hence only what you do in that moment of your existence is the only truth,  rest is just madness 🙂


Posted: August 8, 2014 in Uncategorized

Ranjish means something like grief in english
But hindi its got a more deeper meaning…

Have you ever seen all your wishes and desires die, not being killed or accident or suicide…  Just die
What you feel right then is Ranjish
Cause you are just helplessly watching.

Words are being said


Posted: July 21, 2014 in Uncategorized

My own smile makes me feel guilty
My own shadows point at me
My own words come haunting

She smiles and i am owned
She lightens my darkest tunnels
She hugs and i feel belonged

My own thoughts collapsed
My own acts destroyed
My own wisdom wronged

She brings life into me
She fills me with happiness
She thrills me with her love

And i am really sorry….

If you read this pls pray that it be healed
Without her the one inside me will get death….