Archive for July, 2012

Lake side

Posted: July 25, 2012 in deep notions, thoughts


Here iam by the same lake side
wishing to be in the same time frame
Memories flushed into the pool of my head

Times have remained but the seasons have changed
Yet i can find something to base my words new all over again
Its strange times cause i am happy yet i feel lame

Hollow are our ideas if not implemented correct
You never are sure about the words you said
Retrospect each idea and tell me if i am wrong again

Names and people i never remember yet i cant let go
Like these ripples i get pushed to the banks
This sweet calm in day light and black shadow by night
As are my dreams colored in twilight

Yet i find myself here again
As if these banks call my name time and time again
Die and live my thoughts with every rise and its sunset
Dreaming of old memories at the lake side


Posted: July 24, 2012 in insane, Romance, Uncategorized

I left everything behind
You dint even try to mend
I created all new
Built up walls to block the past

Time i even bend
You failed to understand
Caged my rage
Disloged pain from your gaze

Truly i made a change
You lived as if it was a revenge
Trust was broken
I glued it all but it caved in

Imprisoned myself
You just took advantage
Pretended to believe
I stayed but you wanted me to fail.

Souls end

Posted: July 20, 2012 in Uncategorized

Endless dreams
Like dried up lakes
Life to live without a soul

Words dont shape
Eyes dont speak
Useless search nothing to seek

Colors have faded
Pictures blurred
Chaotic forms in darker shades

Wish you feel the same
Soul sconed almost feel lame
Death i could wish and end this pain

I was warned
Destiny thought i could change
Moment in time i wish it could be erased

Dream in light

Posted: July 18, 2012 in beloved, Romance, Uncategorized

Like a sun in may
Its only you in dreams even of the day

In Sunset light
Eyes which smile like a dove in flight

On Moon shine
Lips when take shape jealous heaven pains

At Piers end
Standing still just like my dream

Spirit beautiful

Posted: July 17, 2012 in beloved, Romance


Purest form of emotion is love
Your god to all my thoughts
Spirit of my being human in all

Blind be their love
For i see and everywhere its true
Paths lead but mine all behind you

Trust is seeked
I am bowed by faith
You are my myth and truth

Happiness to persue
Glows from Inside and out
essence of my life beyond doubts

Love they said
Worship for me
prayer answered as i see

Eyes, lips and that smile
Wind like wavy hair
Such is her a Spirit Beautiful


Posted: July 17, 2012 in deep notions, helpless, insane

You brought happiness
I hadnt asked for it
You made me a man
I dint wana growup
You made me a house
I wanted to travel
You made me prove
I dint even know myself
You opened the gates
I had never even lockedup

You made me mad
I hadnt even understood
You made me choose
I hadnt known what i wanted
You made me create
I dint even know my wants
You made me Me
now i dont even know who it is