Archive for October 20, 2010

seven counts

Posted: October 20, 2010 in beloved, family, loved ones, Romance
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pride myself on what i have become
why shouldnt i for i am father to a gorgeous daughter
sin you could say for me shes my heavenly treasure

wrath of my anger shall rain
try hurting the ones i love
sinful will be your time as if left on hells plane

greed i more for happiness and love
for the ones i care, cherish and adore
sin i will for them just to give some more

sloth moves to slow so do i when in her arms
want to be left alone till eternity or let armageddon come
sin why should be it for its our love not being your burden

lust comes so swiftly when standing outside a shop window
i wana buy this all for them make every wish come true
sinless life would be a waste for you gota see those smiles

envy i too sometimes of things around her
jealous of the chair she sits on and carpet she walks
work i do to make a living also to avoid other sins

gluttony is the last one in line
feed on their love I withhold it too and no i wont share
sin or sinner i dont understand for i want them all to myself

If it is it if

Posted: October 20, 2010 in beloved, insane
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if i had to live a lie i would live it
if i had to live or die i would live it
if i had to live or separate i would live it

if you have to give me a choice give me an option with you in it
wonder why this madness creeps in me for you dream a world without me in it
imagination so wild sometimes i give myself the shivers for words form shapes and you are all over in it

if i had to make sculpture no one would wonder whose face will be on it
choices i make reflect your wisdom vague all seems but truth rides on it
moving mountains  scaling clouds feel short but everything has your name on it

if the world or this god tells me false is my world for you not part of it
destruction of my inner mind cant do… your smile completes me whole not just a part of it
vivid colors take strokes on my delusional canvas never knew how you took over each part of it

if it becomes real
if it drives across
if it engulfs whole

if it wasnt there together as we would be better